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last chance
Persoonlijk | 31 Mei 2011 | 13:14:11
I'm still waiting  for explanation
in a few weeks i will disapear forever...
will clean off  every connection...
to memories about my contacts  on the internet
Stupid internet..
 
trust , honestly
Are the still alive in this world ...
 
believing in someone
Was it really a waste of time  ?
Was it all a game ?
........
 
all those words  , all those  moments we had  ...
 
last chance to explain ...
without  a sign i'm off forever
 
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Questions
Persoonlijk | 25 Mei 2011 | 13:22:45
turning and twisting arround
trust and honesty
having the guts to tell what is going on 
Knowing why things are as the are
was it all a game...
 
i don't know... 
dissapearing is so easily
but telling someone
guess that is to  difficult ...
 
will it be always a question for me ...
I don't know
only one person can tell me ...
 
I guess i will dissapear too
it seems that is the only thing i can do 
stupid but it is the true ...
Don't want to be in this situation anymore...
I don't wanna get hurt and I don't want to hurt
 
Guess it is better tho back off
it seems that she wanted me to go ...
 
all by all was it a dream i guess..
just a fairytail in my live
it started but never thought the end could be so weird 
with only a few words
for now it feels as a very bad story ..
 
Questions ... questions  
 think i will never find the answers
.........
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
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Under construction
Persoonlijk | 21 Mei 2011 | 12:13:04
UNDER CONSTRUCTION
 
???
Silence
....
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after disappear
Persoonlijk | 17 Mei 2011 | 21:42:07
After the second you dissapear 
I lift you up and take you to your bedroom
where I let us fall on your bed
Still building up the desire
Tasting your womanly juice
while you ask for more
And finaly you will feel
the power of every muscle  of me
Power what will brings us
into an higher environment
My eyes meet your eyes 
seeing the stars reflecting
Inquiring eyes shining full with passion
Your hand on my hand while my hand is on your butt
My otherhand is holding your arm
Your nails of your other hand on my back
giving me the great feeling of pain
The only sound what we hear is  
our breaths and hearts thumping
Passion shows heat
Our bodies melting together
The heat inside you gives me strenght 
to go faster and harder
Deeper and deeper we melt into one
Muscles at full strength felt
Our desire is full of strength
sharing our love to eachother
while we rides the wave of our lust
 
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doing things together
Persoonlijk | 09 Mei 2011 | 22:53:50
its only  the beginning of  a  romantic relation 
i know  our love is true
never stop loving me and i will never stop neither
never stop beeing yourself and i will never change neither
 
the day wil come  quikly
that we  be together
doing  a lot things  together
to be with you
is  stil  a dream
but i know 
when i'm with you 
it  will be still a dream
 
there will be a lot things we can do together
 
normale things  like  shopping , swimming , laughing,  
watching movie , dance , just if i have  a place in your life and you in mine 
if you have a  difficult time 
 i wanna  be there for you
fysical or mentally or both
 
the only thing  what will be different
is that we not be able to be together 
every day 24 hour , 7 days  in week . 365 day 
because we live to far away 
but we never know what it brings in far feature
but i know it will never be a problem
our trust is high and will be high
we will enjoy every moment  
we will be together
even if its  just our voices  what we can hear
it is enough to believe in our love
what feels so very deep
deeper then i ever had
and i'll hope it is the same for you
 
 
and there is more i want to do together
want to tease you and  like it if you tease  me
doing things we never thought the would exist
my fingers touching over your soft skin
exploring each place from your body 
my lips  are following each line on your beautifull face
 slowly going down .. to bring you in extase
eyes smelting together 
as my hands coming together with your hands
our fingers crossed in eachother
feeling if we are in heaven
coming to a high point  where our
body's smelting together
after a long time
teasing and making pleasure to eachother 
 
the total feeling off compleet love  , being together 
to be there for you 
in the near of you
even if we  not be able to be together
i'm always will feel if you  near me
 
my love is  deep
 and so true....
 
 
 
  This isen't just a fairytail ...
it is  true and i'll do anything to make it comes true
 
~~ *** ~~
 
 
 
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You
Persoonlijk | 06 Mei 2011 | 22:57:14
Finaly I  found myself  back
Knowing what I want
knowing what to do
knowing how to do
 
I did it already
 
Now I know where my love really belong
She must have know it
the trust she gave me
to find out
that feeling is so good
 
i'm glad  that she diden't leave
because of my confusion
that moment I had 
it was good  to find out
what I already knew
but the confusing was there
just because
 I diden't expected what happend 
but now i know
 
You are the one
and she knows  who I mean  with
"You"
and somewhere you
 already knew
what way I would follow
thats why you still there
 
  I will come to you
takes not a long time
and then you will find out what
 i  already mention before
With the words
"I love you"
 
time is come to say
you will be mine
and i'm yours
 
I Love  you ...
 
 

 
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tears ...
| 27 April 2011 | 07:52:28
don't know  if i made the right desision
a'm i right or not
feel  so bad  , sad  , and  misserable with it
how come  feelings are so  ......
stupid  or  not
i don't know  , have to find out
and i will find out ....
time will tell me 
for now  i have to go
finding  my road
i'm out ......
  with  a feeling i can't describe
 
she was right 
she knew ..
it isen't  her  who can't control me
I can't control myself
 
tears  in my eyes
pain in my heart
never thought i  would cry
 
bye  my sweet ... 
you  have a place in my heart ...
 
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latest blog ....
Persoonlijk | 19 April 2011 | 20:45:38
I guess ,,,,, she  doesn't
have enough power to 
 control  me ....
 
fear  and  memories
are  to  much ...
to  jump
in
 an endless sea  of  ......
 
~~~~~
 
 
This blog is closed  ....
 it was ment for only one person...
 
Wrong road .... ,  i'll never know , hope  she find the right way 
she is still lovely ...
and will  always  on my mind ...
 
 
 
 
 
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Mind control
| 14 April 2011 | 20:44:13
there is someone
who drives me crazy ..
that feeling is bigger then  I ever had
I couldn't  believe that this happend to me  ....
 
I was always in control
But now
I'm not sure 
Did I lost my own control....
 
24 hour a day, every minut
she is
in my mind 
 
and guess  what
I don't care
I love it
 
does  she has the power
to have control
over me 
 
 
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wait...
Persoonlijk | 12 April 2011 | 16:07:55
i'm behind you...
wispering words in your ear.....
hearing your rapid breathing..
putting my hand  on your  throat...
smooth  and tenderfull touching your nippels with my fingers ..
Anticipation..
telling you with deep voice  ...
Now..
and you wispers ..
Just wait..
i'm wispering back 
i don't wanna wait 
i want you ...
 
already  a long time ..
 
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